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Thursday, 15 November 2007
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sweet quiz result
9 minutes in heaven! (emo!!!)(girls only!) 
Danny (the sweet!)You pull out the number 4, and the sweety you were talking to earlier gets up, and puts jhis hands around your waist, and whispers, ''You ready?'' You nod, and he leads you (with his hands still around your waist) to the closet. He shuts the door, and he gently sets you on the floor, and crouches over you. He begins to kiss you softly, but when he sees how great it is, he begins to kiss you very passionatly. He stops only for a moment and say, ''You are so beautiful, how could I have not known you before?'' He pulls off his shirt to reveal the hottest abs, you have ever seen! When the door opens, your friends says, ''ooooh, looks like the newest couple on the block, got hot!'' You guys laugh, and walk out hand in hand. You guys are dating to this day!
Wednesday, 17 October 2007
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Currently Listening
Plans
By Death Cab for Cutie
see relatedoh bother.
originally posted February 23, 2006
oh bother...i just missed Ellen Degeneres because i got distracted on my computer...i better not miss X-Files or American Idol today...*sighs*
anywho, i just wanted to complain. and i don't worry about how i sound because nobody will read this(nobody is subscribed to my blog which makes me sad), and if someone does...well, that's not likely...
but i digress. last night one of my BFFs called and was trying to convince me to do something with her this weekend...and unfortunatley it lead to her getting sad that i used to be so fun and social...and that now i'm a completely different girl...
and it broke my heart.
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Currently Listening
Dirty Little Secret
By The All-American Rejects
see relatedoriginally posted February 19, 2006
heya'll. its kinda been a while since i last wrote a real entry. did ya like my quiz results? yeah, i know i need to get a life. but i don't need one. i'm a gamer, i have lots of lives!
funny?
i know, it wasn't really. i feel really cruddy right now. i've tried everything today to relief the anxious feelings. i've eaten all of my snack rations for the week(today's sunday). i've talked to the great allmighty yoyo. i played harvest moon. i even unloaded the dishwasher. so i've gotten so desperate as to give up hope on finding relief, and come to blog about crap that no one is ever going to read.
so you're still reading this? well then, i have two things to say to you. one is "congratulations and thank you", the other is "pfft. get a life".
oh my gosh. part of the reason i feel so cruddy is that my friends talked me into asking out Mitch...i haven't yet, i'm still putting in some very careful consideration to this. i love him and don't want to screw up anything. because that is what i am good at, screwing up badly.
the other reasons i feel so terrible...well, i don't know if i feel comfortable writing them in this blog...so i'm not going to.
Tuesday, 16 October 2007
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Currently Listening
Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge
By My Chemical Romance
see relatedoriginally posted January 2, 2006
are you tired of my stupid quiz results yet? well this one is about something real. little anti-social erin got home from babysitting today only to find her friends waiting for her out in their old Montero and her mother still griping about how she owes her $15 for her cell bill, which meant everything she earned from the last two times she babysat. so erin handed over everything she just made and ran out the door to take off with her friends. after picking up the PJ they went to Libby's house and played monopoly with Hyrum. Hyrum was being a jerk the whole time and by the time erin got home she had beaten him up several times and almost called him a penis, but she didn't because she realized that there were "little ears" in the room. oh yeah, and my friend asked her crush to be her boyfriend (they were already good friends) and he told her that he was in love with another girl (who doesn't recognize his existence). so when erin got home she had a fight with her dad and eric too. her day has sucked except for the part where she went shopping at walmart with her momma. and she's still suicidal, but myspace doesn't have that on their list of moods, so she will continue to use the one that says "depressed". have a nice day, ya'll! -
Currently Listening
Fallen
By Evanescence
see relatedlet me know what you think of the poem
originally posted December 16, 2005
I’m Sorry
If you really cared so much,
Why did you never help?
You never did anything to save me.
You never poisoned my drink,
Or slit my throat.
So if I die tonight
Please know that it’s not your fault.
But now it’s too late.
I’m sorry for bleeding on your carpet.
And I’m sorry for not graduating.
Daddy, I’m sorry for
Not being your baby girl,
And for not killing animals with you.
Momma, now I apologize for
Not being your best friend,
And for not cooking well.
Baby brother, I’m sorry for
Not being able to watch you grow up
And become whatever you want to be.
I’m sorry, my friends, for
Keeping you around,
But never letting you in.
And for allowing you to love me,
But not making you aware--
That I needed help,
I couldn’t do it on my own.
You knew I had a house,
But not that there was no home.
But don’t worry anymore.
I’m with Father now
Who welcomed me back with a loving smile.
